Never Noticed, Never Understood

All the times when you left me here,
I always let out an unknown tear.
You never noticed something was wrong,
Never understood the way I sang that song.

All the days gone by in misery,
So unknown to you like the fading of a memory.
You never noticed the look on my face,
Never understood the way I lived without a trace.

All the moments of unbearable despair,
Ingrained in my mind, unwanted but there.
You never noticed how hard I tried,
Never understood why I never cried.

All the times when you were heartbroken and crying,
I tried to make you happy, but inside, I too, was dying.
You never noticed why I wasn't me,
Never understood the quiet plea.

All the days that you were sad, I was too,
But I never said anything to you.
You never noticed how depressed I was for all that time,
Never understood why I never said much, but the rhyme.

All the moments when I wanted to cry,
I held them back, so I didn't have to lie.
You never noticed the reason I kept my feelings inside,
Never understood why I spoke as though it was always the day before I died.

All the endings I have lived,
Ours was one I hadn't believed.
You never noticed the way we drifted apart,
Never understood my dying heart.